I never ever thought that this would happen to me, I was always 10000000% sure I made the right decision. Not only were they mine, but they were great looking. Even if I get implants they won't actually be mine. I got top surgery when I was 18, I'm 27 now. by Anonymousįrom a Trans Survivor: I'm sitting in bed crying because I just miss my breasts so much. I can understand a guy who is questioning his sexuality being attracted to me, because a lot are, but with a FTM I just feel like why didn't you just stay a lesbian or at least go after those that are into FTM. A lot of the FTM trans have contacted me in the last two years and get very offended when I tell them I am only attracted to men, some even get downright dangerous sounding. Whatever, I play along sometimes, never losing my identity. I also started developing a more feminine body at puberty, but I have no delusions about the fact that I am still a man, even when some guys seem to want to push me in the direction that satisfies their need to fuck a guy and still consider themselves straight. I am 100% male, was born a male and am not confused about my sexuality whatsoever. In the last few years a lot of FTM transexuals have joined the site and have contacted me. And have met quite a few great guys, most I am still in contact with.